.....left with ur last seen ....

Never did I thought ,
What this moment has brought,
Will ever even happen....
Silver linings in  the cloud
Now smirk at me,
And say
"its soon gonna be darken"...
Never did I ever thought , 
Things would be
As it had been ...
I m just left with her "last seen".

It's been days..
Haven't seen her "online"
U don't wanna be mine...
No probs ..
Still I  wish u to be fine ..
We started slow ..
Thought we wud win the race...
I was wrong though ,
That hasn't ever been the case ..
Life's a rough terrain now,
And
Not Aesop fables as once it had been..
I m just left with her "last seen".

Reading aloud..
Texts that once mattered ..
Don't wanna collect pieces
Of dreams , fallen, shattered..
Deleting every single convo
Each day, one
Hoping ...she would come,
And stop me
Before m done..
And if nothing of the sort ever happen
There ll be no texts ,
No record ,
Things would be totally clear and clean...
I ll just be left with her " last seen".

It's really a grace
She hadn't yet
Blocked me out..
If at all she did..
I won't even give in a shout...
May be I was just a trial piece..
And
I know u like
Pizza with  some "extra cheese"
Sorry I don't wanna change,
I ll be ever the same..
U ve played on me..
Beware ,
Cheesy guys play glossy games...
If he makes u his another "sorry slip"
I hope I ll be there ,
To make u my catch..
Let there be knots as much ..
But darling , there are always
Strings attached...

11:46 pm was the time ,
Two years passed ,
It's still the same ,
As it had been...
(M lucky u dint blocked..)
I still have ur "last seen"...
                                             -Rishav